inside out

yellow card.
pretty much the song of my life.


i can't help it seriously. i'm not that strong as i hoped to be.
walk awaaaay.

everytime i get myself into something i just always end up feeling stupid. investing too much. i should just not expect anything out of anyone but myself. in the end, who do you really have? pretty much just yourself so as long as you don't let yourself down then you should be fine.

i can do better. i can handle this. one step at a time.
laterrrrrrzz. cant wait til this weekend and for the warm sun to shine over my pale unhealthy body. HAHA back to the studyingggg. =)

breathe

i like him, but i love me more.

can you help me unravel my latest mistake
i don't love him
winter just wasn't my season.
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but my god its so beautiful when the boy smiles
want to hold him
maybe ill just sing about it.

one step at at time.

mind over matter..i will resist temptation.

my life is seriously just like the hills. ugggh.
i gottta focus on me. study/gym dailyy.

ever time this year.

i hate this time of the year. bad things happen. but they happen for the best i guess. i cannot keep living like this. i need to focus on school and distractions are for sure not welcome.

done deal?

i am officiallly torn. theres gottta be more to life then every single temporary high.
im done with drama and shit. get get get get get over it.
k gottta study!
tooodless wish me luck in life AND my midterm tmroo
4/20 ^___^