break up to make up

once you care about someone you cant really stop caring about them. you just sort of just need to channel you energy into something else. something i'd like to call friendship. we'll see how this channeling of different energy will go. i have a feeling i am falling into the same trap with my eyes wide open. things never change, but there is always an optimist inside of me that refuses to be ignored.

why am i such a complicated person?
maybe i am just constantly over analyzing everything. but i really feel like i only want him, i cant imagine holding hand with anyone else for example. idk mang this is all bad :(

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