Tuesday, May 19, 2009

better today...

You are always alert and keenly observant. You are not truly satisfied with your everyday status and you are seeking fresh avenues which can give you the opportunity to prove your worth. You feel that there are still many barriers that stand between you and recognition - but one by one you will overcome them. Your tenacity is your one good point - like an English Bulldog, once you take the bite, you will seldom let go.

You are not be feeling so good at this time. Everything seems to be getting on top of you. What you need is a rest from all of the the present trials and tribulations in peaceful surroundings and with someone - male or female, it doesn't really matter - who can really understand you and appreciates your needs.

It is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no one to rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you'll have to make the best of things as they are.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

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it hurts to want something and nothing at the same time

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

inside out

yellow card.
pretty much the song of my life.


i can't help it seriously. i'm not that strong as i hoped to be.
walk awaaaay.

everytime i get myself into something i just always end up feeling stupid. investing too much. i should just not expect anything out of anyone but myself. in the end, who do you really have? pretty much just yourself so as long as you don't let yourself down then you should be fine.

i can do better. i can handle this. one step at a time.
laterrrrrrzz. cant wait til this weekend and for the warm sun to shine over my pale unhealthy body. HAHA back to the studyingggg. =)

Saturday, April 25, 2009

breathe

i like him, but i love me more.

can you help me unravel my latest mistake
i don't love him
winter just wasn't my season.
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but my god its so beautiful when the boy smiles
want to hold him
maybe ill just sing about it.

Monday, April 20, 2009

one step at at time.

mind over matter..i will resist temptation.

my life is seriously just like the hills. ugggh.
i gottta focus on me. study/gym dailyy.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

ever time this year.

i hate this time of the year. bad things happen. but they happen for the best i guess. i cannot keep living like this. i need to focus on school and distractions are for sure not welcome.

done deal?

i am officiallly torn. theres gottta be more to life then every single temporary high.
im done with drama and shit. get get get get get over it.
k gottta study!
tooodless wish me luck in life AND my midterm tmroo
4/20 ^___^