look at what i found.

defs. what i was worried about once a long long time ago.

currently.

feeling: happy after a good day of running and gyming.

needing: food :P and keeping up with the kardasians, and i want to go snowboarding!!

ill do this more later i need to shower 8)

alasdkjfaskldf

everytime you come around it just always messes me up. i think that i was happy before, but i dont actually know anymore. i have to get rid of this habit, put it in the past new year. i need to probably drink less and not play with my phone...

you can make it feel right, when you know that its wrong.

alll my feelings are always so wishy-washy. even like with small things i cant decide what i want to do. ive made up my mind. yesterday was the first time that i realized what i was doing, but i just did it anyways. i had a bit of control but not really.

truth number 1:
people are fucking selfish, i dont know why some people are so selfish. you call me a friend? then please, treat me like on. i do all this shit for people and i put up with a lot of bull shit. why do i have to be so nice. fuuck seriously i guess all people in the world (even me at sometimes i admit) are only looking out for their best interest. and also i hate being flaky. and i hate how people say one thing and just like ughhhhhh. waaaaaaah

i had so much to say, but i cant even say it now. idk im a messs. a wreck why am i so different LOL identity crisis. blog you are my new _______ ____. heeee he ehhe teeheeeehe damn it

why is it alwaysss i only want what i cant have. once i have it... its no fun no mo. i got isssues. ho hummm. okk welll.... this is a really pointless blog that didnt make me feel any better. i had some key points i was going to address but..... i forgot what they were. SO... YEAH maybe ill go home today. more later when i have more then 4 hrs of sleep in me. nap time.

i like

going on facebook,looking at your page, and over analyzing mostly everything. gosh i need a life. damn it. im getting better at it though :)

on a side note. 2010 started off quite nicely with good company. i always hate leaving home. once im at school its fine, just the leaving part is always hard for me. i guess its like that with most everything in my life. what is in store for 2010 who knows, but i want to make the best of it. 8) good grades skinny body and errthang.

oohhh me oh my

cuz we wasted all our free time aloneee..

owl city has the cutest lyrics.

please sing me to sleeep

the weekend we were in love <3

AHH WAH GAH GAH DROOOL. tahoe ho ho on the 27th. itll be fun i hope 8)

i made peace with meself not reallly... are you thereee? are you theree. or are you just a decoy dream , in my head? OH owl city.... mang mang. needa get my mind off everything.

it

still hurts. its like a headache that comes up every once in a while

i cant imagine you with anybody else. is that how you feel when i talk about other people? does it hurt like this? or do you take it because you dont care?

headache, heartache its all the samee.

'Cause I dont wanna waste another moment
in saying things we never meant to say

And I Take it just a little bit
I, hold my breath and count to ten
I, I've been waiting for a chance to let you in

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space in between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe

Well it's all so overrated
In not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what's real

And I Give you just a little time
I, Wonder if you realize
I've been waiting till I see it in your eyes

breath-michelle branch

this is quite possibly exactly how i feel right now.

sountrack to my broken heart- mario

ahoooohoooo ahh hooo hooo. you wont even come to my rescue aahooo hooooo.

aww nigga. im done with this. aka everything aka everyone. damn it.

i got my revenge. MEEHEH. it wasnt even bad revenge but for me to do it sorta meant a lot to me. sorta like the last goodbye? MEEP ive never done that to no boohdy. shows how mad i am. or frustrated. im so lame ahhaa 8) done done dead and gone.

my house is cold! toes cold wahh lahhhhhh :|

i wants a change of sceneeee!